we live on front porches and swing life away.
(omgz I'm alive.)
So much has happened in the last five months.
I can't believe I haven't written for so long. It hurts.
No... It really does. Hahah.
Well if I was to spill out everything that has happened, anyone reading this would be pretty overwhelmed. I would be pretty overwhelmed just writing it or even thinking about it.
So wow. I just recently read over a bunch of my old xanga entries. Someone brought one of them to my attention, which was pretty awkward, and wow. Idon'tevenknow. They just shocked me. I seemed so alive then. I mean I was aware of what was going on, and how I felt about all of it. Writing about things really keeps my focused, and yet lately I have neglected it so. It's sad to think that we don't make time for things that are truly the most important. All of a sudden I feel very "let's be philosophical". Maybe it's because I've been reading and doing too many crossword puzzles. Hah.
I figure it's proper to include a little rundown of my life recently, just so it'll always be there, and later I can read it and smile at how fantastic life is.
-PROM. The months of planning, the centerpiece parties, all of my hard work did in fact come together, and it was an amazing night to say the least. I went with Ron- he is polite and sweet, such a gentleman. Image may be NSFW.
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Jaylynn and Xander came with us. We were goofy all night, riding the carousel and doing silly poses in Seaport Village. I can truly be myself around them, Ron and Jaylynn. There's basically nothing better than that I think.
-False Image. I was a groupie for awhile... temporarily obsessed to be quite honest. Hahahh. I took Polaroids of them. I went to their CRB show. <3 Their music rocks. Period. To be honest I think it is amazing that most of them are fourteen and yet they are so talented already. They already have their lives together, or their ducks in a row you could say. They're so young and they're going places. It's so incredible to me. (If you're going to Warped Tour, you MUST see them. You will be pleased. Mosh it up for me, k? Image may be NSFW.
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-Boys. So, for awhile I was diggin' this new kid. Blah blah blah, we all know who it is and how the story goes. He was a beautiful kid, inside and out... or so I thought. I showed him around, introduced him to kids, had a nice time getting to know him. It turns out he is a jerk, and pretty dense to boot. It's sad to think about. It really is. I hate to see the good ones go bad. It happens fartoo often. But there is someone else now, someone who is wonderful and funny and a better singer than Ashton Kutcher, if you can believe that. Image may be NSFW.
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Hahahh. He is even getting pretty good at the whole opening doors for ladies concept. Ah, he is swell. I sure enjoy his company. &I'd say we're pretty cute together.
-Family. Well my last Xanga entry was on quite the bad note, as things with my family were horrid. They really truly were. I like to think that they are getting better, despite the bad days every now and then. My dad got a new job which has contributed to this improvement immensely. He is home more often, and at more decent hours, so we really get to just hang out with him and talk with him. It really is nice for all of us, but especially for him. At last he gets a job he enjoys (and he gets paid more if you can believe that), and he even gets to spend time with his family. He made out like a bandit I'd say.
So I guess all of this is to say that life is pretty swell right now. Two weeks ago, I would have been off my rocker because of Prom and AP testing. To be honest for awhile there was no life left in me. It's all over now, though, and life is going at a pace I can handle.
I'm glad to be alive again.<3
